Without You

Every minute of every day I think about you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t stop thinking about your smile, your laugh, or your kiss. I can’t stop thinking about how wonderful it would be if I could just be with you again. I don’t even need to be romantically involved. I just wanted to love you and be loved by you.

The first time we met was magical. I sat opposite you and stared deep into your eyes. For the first time in my life I couldn’t read someone. I couldn’t read you. I still can’t read you. I know I love you. I love you more than anyone could ever know, but I’m scared to tell you that. I’m scared you’ll leave me. I’m scared you’re going to disappear just as fast as you came into my life. I miss you. I miss you a lot.

I miss your touch. I miss your kiss. I miss your love. I miss you showing me what real love is. I miss being able to hold you and love on you. I miss being able to look in your eyes and know that you’re the one for me. I miss you. I miss everything about you – your voice, your taste, your look.

I don’t know what I ever did without you, but all I know is that it sucks to be without you. I just want you. Don’t leave me… and don’t make me regret this. Please.